Who's Brad?

I seem to recall - vaguely - that I have a husband. I think his name is Brad. If memory serves he is about 6'1, wears glasses and is extremely handsome. I'm going on flashbacks (and this photo) of course though. I recall marrying him a few years ago (6 years and 3 months ago to be exact) and then something about a move across Canada, a few pregnancies and a couple of kids, one or two or three more moves and then a life in Niagara Falls with a new kid. Or is it all real? Sometimes it feels like I'm in the twilight zone. Did I work today? Is it really 8pm already? What happened to all the left over pizza I know we had? Whaddaya mean chicken pox? We're going home to visit family THIS weekend? What cookies and carols? What finance meeting? What parent/teacher interview? I feel lost - somewhat overwhelmed but mostly just lost. Out of the loop. But what is worse than being out of the loop is being lost... alone. I MISS MY HUSBAND. I WANT HIM BACK. Ok so whoever took him I just want you to know I will give you anything - whatever it takes to bring him back to me. I'm talking to you Niagara Falls Review and you Hot Spots and you computer and you Gamma-Dynacare. PPPPPLLLLLEEEEEAAAAASSSSSEEEEE return him to me safe and sound. I miss talking to him, I miss praying with him, I miss doing bible study with him, I miss doing things as an entire family and I miss private time. Ok yes I have needs!!! Anyway, I'm sorry this got into a rant but I cannot get over how lonely I am for him, how much I miss him, how much I need him and how much I love him. I would so love to marry him all over again and have a second honeymoon. Just us! Ok so if you hear anything about his whereabouts or if you or someone you know happens to get a glimpse of him please let me know. Because other than God he's what I need most to get me through every day and other than God he's the one I love the most and other than Christ, Brad's the best thing that ever happened to me and I thank God for him every minute of every day. I'm blessed beyond belief to be his wife. Now I just pray I'll actually get to spend some time with the guy. M.